Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Just what happen? 10:25 AM
Things turn out to be bad in a couple of hours.I don't know what happen to you/me? i was still inside the tunnel?
i don't know everything yet, all i know is gans problem. but what on earth have to do with me? just because keng was my good brother? HAHAHA there no such things as want to disown gans and disown me as well.. gans and boyfriend is 2 different thing, i hope you will not mix this 2 relationship tgt, is totally 1 heaven 1 earth..
I'll be frank with you. Accepting me is your decision, which is easy, but breaking up is two person decision, which is difficult.. as i will never ever just let you go just because of this matter. Because i have no fucking idea what is going on. there is no reason for us to break off just like that.. i may be a bastard to hold on to you like that, but seriously you think properly.. if you disown your gans and me. what will happen? you will be left alone(don't ans me this.) i don't want you to be left all alone. cause i know how it feels like to be alone... i have alot of past. I am left all alone for almost 1 whole year, it really painful whenever you go without a single frens.... and now we have all grown up, and i know whats was my problem and i changed, my friends and i was not friends already, WE ARE BROTHERS AGAIN !FRIENDS,GANS & BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND is something that you cannot live without any 1 of these 3.. get it? Thien Si Si ! i want you to know that i will never leave you. Prolong as you make your move towards me, i assure you that no one is going to hurt you inside out. As for JooKeng, he is really a good friend, a good brother.. trust me, having him by your side is really a good thing to do so, you all didnt know what he is capable of !
If you can see whats my mind is thinking, i cfm you will get shock ! cause things is coming in In IN ! im stress but what can i do?? i need a listening ear sometimes but i cant just let is affect my emotionals.. im an adult, i have to learn to solve things by myself.. what i want is you staying by my side, give me moral support if there is nothing you can do. Do you know 1 special magic words come from your mouth will help me on how much, or even how many hours? i tried my best to understand you.
You need both hands in order to clap, just like LOVE, giving in to one another is a useful tips for love life. you do your part and i do my part, there will be nothing that we cant go through tgt. nothing is impossible ! love is a powerful magic, for love you can do anything that you had never expect in your life.. believe in love, you and i can go very very far even until marry.. the reason for me saying marry marry marry is this. get what i mean?
Labels: I also don't know what happen, i simply just love you~ ACK~
