Monday, February 22, 2010
Sad & Disappointed to myself. 6:16 AM
morning wanted to meet her at bustop.. but blame on myself for been late, so sad.. walk to school alone, then saw her at canteen, awhile ltr bell ring then went for class.. lesson are boring but recess was the best i like abt going to school because i get to see you..
afternoon is wasting my time.. then i decide to go home, when reach home i only get to play 1 round of audi with her.. then went to ah boy house, someone jump off building at his block, stupid people do stupid things.. damn angry with such people.. don't how to think.
went to eat dinner after that was waiting for bus to go amk hub, mean while she called then boy and keng di siao me then of cos i have to defend myself.. then suddenly she kup the phone.. i was lyk huh?! what happen? what did i do.. then i msg her, no matter how i msg.. she just didnt reply, i really dunno what have i done.. can you please tell me? once again, if i say or did something wrong, im sorry..
at 9pm i call her again, wanted to know what happened, but i didnt managed to do it.. and she reply me..
(PRIVATE) cannot say.. only can save that im sad and disappointed in myself for been so dumb and stupid, dont know how to please her.. what shld i do? i didnt want you to be unhappy.. i maked 1 and only wish during the celebration by you.. i think you dun want to know bahs.. then walked home from hub.. so stress that i almost did something wrong.. just anyhow cross the roads while cars are moving here and there..
hope things will be better tmr.
Labels: ILY~ wanted you to be happy..
